All the while, I have been pretending, putting up this smiley face, and living a pathetic life. They say, when life goes bad, think positive, and all will be well. They say, time heals everything. They say, just follow the flow and you will be all fine.
Utter Bullshit.
I have been at my breaking point all the while. No matter how hard I try, no matter how much I believe, none of these seems to work for me. I strongly believe that everybody else, leads a happy life. I feel that I was born to experience all failures in life, yet never break free from them. ALL my goals, ends up in failure. ALL my dreams, ends in vain. All my belief, ends in lies and deceit. I try to think positive, yet whatever I do fails. No matter how hard I try, I cant seem to catch up with the others. No matter what I do, I do not get appreciation. No matter what I do, I'm always the unfortunate one.
I have totally given up. I dont know what should I believe in, nor what should I do. Life is always unfair to me, and will always be. What's the point continue believing in anything when I'm destinied to fail anyway? Poeple won't understand. They might say I'm being emotional, but its just because they are not the ones experiencing it.
Why am I, among all these jerks in this whole damn planet, chosen to face these emotional pains? I admit, I am, truly weak in the inside.
Please, take this cup of suffering away from me.
Sometimes I just feel like dissappearing.
Take me away from this world, right now.
I mean it.
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